Sorry, I just need a little vent this morning.

My 40th birthday is right around the corner and life is nothing like I expected it to be and I accept this fact.  I think I have always known on some level I would never been like everyone else.  While I wish I could be more “normal” I accept that my lifestyle is…weird.

This morning I just down right hate my life.  I hate living with my sister, I hate not having legal rights to Baby B, I hate my house, I hate my job(today) my depression, my anxiety, my apathy & my spiritual lethargy.

I hate feeling like no matter how much I do, don’t do, say or don’t say it’s never enough or right.

Occasionally it would be nice if someone just said “Thank You”.

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