I’m angry, frustrated, and really sad.
Despite my attempts to network and my pleas to fellow rescuers, no one was willing to step up and help me find new foster homes for my hound puppies.
So I had to do do the unthinkable for a rescuer. I had 4 of my dogs euthanized. 4 healthy dogs that just wanted to run and be loved.
I just couldn’t bear to put them all down, so I’m praying that one of my groups will come thru and help me save the last 4…but I don’t have much faith left.
I’m not sure this would be any harder if they were human children. Last night I had to sit down and decide which of them had a better chance at being adopted and who would be going to the clinic.
Time to go cry some more.