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Beyaz, BeYaz Lawsuit, Blood Clot, Dogs, DVT, Fear, Panic Attacks, Pulmonary Embolism, Shadows
For the first time in two years I’ve got a true chest cold/flu. The first one since I had my pulmonary embolism in 2011. All evening all I’ve been fighting off panic attacks and waves of irrational fear. It’s a fight with myself.
I remember, this is exactly how it felt.
It’s okay. This is just a chest cold, take your medicine, drink lots of water and you will feel better in a day or two.
But, this is almost exactly two years to the day when my symptoms started. I ignored them and almost died!
Don’t over react, your body doesn’t know it’s been two years exactly since that Pill made you so sick.
PANIC! My calf hurts, my calf hurts, I’ve got a blood clot in my leg, It’s going to move up my body. I CAN’T BREATHE!!
STAY CALM!(I’m THE Doctor)This is NOT a blood clot, it’s McCoy. He is in desperate need of a nail trim.
Are you sure? I remember, this is exactly how it felt…
My hands are ice cold, I’m shaking and it’s hard to tell why. Is it fever, just cold, or my over active nerves? It’s most likely completely irractional, but tonight I will sleep, or at least try, sitting up with all my pillows surrounded my furry buddies. Just in case.
Prayers for a quick and full recovery. In spite of getting the flu shot, I became very ill two days after Christmas, and it lasted 6, almost 7, weeks. The third antibiotic I took caused tendonitis in both knees (don’t ever take Levaquin), and I panicked, thinking I would surely require surgery or simply never walk again. The flu/infection itself also caused me to panic. I slept sitting up in a chair for 6 weeks because otherwise I couldn’t breathe. I honestly thought I would never recover and began to fear I would die. All this to say, I think I understand a little of how you feel. But God is good, and I am fine now, and I know you will be, too. You will be in my prayers.
I’m glad you are on the mend! God is Good
Things are a bit better today. I spent most of the day sleeping. I actually slept better laying down today than sitting up, which I didn’t expect to happen. Will see how tonight goes. Thank you for the prayers!!